Hello.
Pizza, pancakes, filter coffee, talking, beer, playing pool, walking, driving, buying a car, finishing AS, cuddling, smiling, cinema, saying I love you, hearing I love you, long sleeps, baths, sunshine, having the urge to run, music, reading, day dreaming.. These are some of the things that have made the last few days amazing.
Finally plucked up the courage and said some of my thoughts out loud, very glad I did. Reassured me a lot and I realised how stupid I was being. I've decided that as reckless as giving something or someone everything you have is, it feels good. To have that trust, that faith in a happy ending. You only live once, the tears and heartbreak will only make you value everything else so much more.
This evening I saw the beauty in so many things, as cliche as that sounds. Things like feeling of crops brushing past you as you run, running your fingers down splits in a telegraph pole, the deepness of someones eyes, the clouds all coming from one point, the moon in the shape of a smile, the ache in your heart when you miss someone.
Something else that is looking rather wonderful right now is my bed. I am very tired.
One last thing, this blog is the first one in ages to have a title that isnt from song lyrics. It's a quote from this evening.
In A While Crocodile
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