Midnight.

Hello.
Well it is indeed midnight and my plans for an early night seem to have run away and hid in some dark corner. Never mind eh? (: Another lovely day of sunshine although I had to spend most of it inside at work, it was still b-e-a-utiful! Woke up this morning five minutes before my bus was due to leave so after 3minutes of trying to get ready I admitted defeat and called my mother to give me a lift in. So 15minutes later I walked into work with no makeup, unwashed hair, slightly creased clothes and a very tired expression, not quite the look a receptionist should have if I'm honest. Within half an hour 3 people had said I looked rough and asked if I was hungover, I am ashamed to say I couldnt even blame it on that just a bad nights sleep. Looking at it from an optimistic failing it meant I have now set another alarm for the morning and even though I looked dreadful I still managed to get to work on time. After work meant sunbathing and spending time with Mum, whilst avoiding the ever looming pile of work to be done by Monday! Procrastination is a wonderful thing, still lacking on the tan front - nearly 3hours in the sun brought not even the slightest colour. A moment from when I was little was brought back today when I realised the Penguin chocolate bar still print jokes on the wrapper. I remember reading them in Primary School! Quite glad children are still be inflicted with the awful jokes that I was. Also finally finished an essay that was due in 2weeks ago tonight, so am quite happy with myself. Good day all round to be honest.
A good muscian/artist to look out for is Joshua Radin, listening to him all day today and his lyrics are brilliant - Vegetable Car make me smile everytime, and it is just really nice music to relax to. Also something I have been thinking about recently which has probably come from a quote originally is that when you truely think you have hit rock bottom, just look up at the sky. If you see rainclouds - that rain is growing food for you to eat, if you see sun - rememeber each time the sun rises new chances are coming up for you to take and if you see the night sky - each star is a dream just waiting for you to start chasing. Things can't be perfect all the time but it shows us so much about ourselves and the people around us, each moment should be valued along with the all the happy ones.

All jobs are done, goodnight phone call made, so all is left is to close this and start dreaming.

In A While Crocodile