Before 8am this morning I had thought my arm was paralyzed, woke up wanting to cry and hit something for no reason, lost my iPod and was stupidly rude to people who care about me because of these things. Since then things have improved and I'm now going to bed in a good mood.
Since 8am this morning I have found out I was the only person who got an A on one side of my Psychology mock (other side yet to be marked), spent lots of time with friends I missed, said things that should have been said days ago, ate lots of calorific food, finally watched 500 Days of Summer and just generally realised that life is what you make it and what you see in it. I have a lot to be thankful for and so to everyone and everything that makes me smile even the tiniest bit;
"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life. May 23rd was a Wednesday"
This is the first of two quotes from 500 Days of Summer. I loved the film, so much. Made all the bad thoughts and feelings of recent go away and just give me this utter sense of like, contentment. Think it's because it doesn't end how you expect, it's just so true to what actually happens in life. Anyway back to the quote.. I just love how it says most days are unremarkable, with no lasting memories and then the day it all changes is a Wednesday which tends to be a distinctively average day. The 23rd of May this year is a Sunday so I will write down whats happens on that day to see if it holds any importance.
"I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it."
This is the second quote and it just sums up the importance one person can have on your life. When you have found someone that can make you feel like anything is possible and life is worth it, then you should hold on to that with everything you have. And believe me, right now I couldn't be holding on any tighter. I worked out the reason I get so worried about the smallest things is because I'm so scared that the smallest thing will change everything. But right now, at this very moment in time, I'm just focusing on how happy I truly am with him.
A positive post, as promised. I like being in this mood. Lets hope it stays.
In A While Crocodile.
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